Death is a tricky subject. I don’t know these people personally but just hearing that these people haven’t lived their fullest life really bothers me. I never took death well. I’m always confused and wonder how it could’ve been avoided. I know it’s something that you can’t avoid. If it’s your time it’s your time. But at the same time I don’t want it to be anyone’s time. Like why can’t we just enjoy period while they are here. To the people who are celebrating a death I told myself that I won’t entertain you by speaking about it but I just want you to know that nothing changed for you ain’t there passing you’re still in the sane living financial and emotional situation you were in before they passed so I just don’t get why this is a celebration for you. It really is just bugging me to see someone’s face and their last few hours alive and now they’re gone just that fast I’m listening to letter to Nipsey by meek and Roddy and man I can just hear the pain in their voice and I really don’t wish that pain on anyone. I lost my grandfather about 5 years ago and it still affects me the sane way when I found out about it. I always ask myself was there any way to avoid him passing.

Sorry for the grammar errors and run ons…